Why do human have the ability to compare? It generates thoughts and sadness.
I dont' know whether it's because of me or my misfortune that cause my great depression.
whenever two Chinese are together (exclude me), I am the person who is kicked out of the conversation. They played arround and made fun of each other, I was like an air that is not exist there. I can suppress my hurt feeling when I was with Americans but I can't when I was with them.
Oh, I am always that kind of person, dull, quiet, and strange. A born outsider! But am I? Am I?
I said " see you" to them, but none of them said anything or looked at my direction. None! The first time, it hurt.
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